There are thieves. Stole everything from a person that has nothing. Now she has got only her heart left. I should not own anything cause if i own they all disappear.

If god is there. He is all sleeping. I hate this life. My friends  have gone and also my gifts. My brains are dying every minute. Where is this everything?

I don't learn. I only lose. I walk the same path over again. Why is this happening to me? So tired. What should i do?